GAH! You are just so beautiful and special, I'm just so proud of you for getting healthy and taking care of your body! It makes me ecstatic to know that you're in recovery and you're fighting so hard. It's such a brave decision and path. I won't lie it will be difficult, but it is the most rewarding thing you will ever do in your life; recovery is so worth it and just asdfghjkl; I'm so happy for you!
Oh my gosh :( thank you so much! I almost relapsed today too. I was at the drugstore standing in front of the diet pills and laxatives deciding if I wanted to buy them and in the end, I walked out of the store empty handed. I fumbled the bottle in my hand for a few minutes, on the fence about what I wanted to do, but I put them down at the last minute. I’m at a “healthy” 120lbs right now. Supposedly I’m still underweight for my height, but I’m actively trying to stop counting calories, skipping meals, and just to try and accept my body. It’s so hard but I am avidly trying :) thank you for believing in me!
i made a plan to kill myself on friday. now that the date is coming up i don't know if i want to go through with it. i feel that if i don't then i'm just a coward and i'm never going to, but i don't know.. i'm so conflicted and i can't stop crying.
Oh my gosh!!! First off, I am so glad that you had the courage to tell someone about what you’re planning to do. Secondly, not going through with it does NOT make you a coward! It makes you so much stronger than you think you are! You are making the choice to overcome the demons in your head telling you that you aren’t good enough! I never give out my phone number online but for you, please feel free to call or text me! You are so much better than ending it all. 949-630-7167. You’re life is important. When you feel like you have no one to turn to, I promise I will be there. I don’t even know who you are but I will be here. I promise. Please don’t do it :(
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I'm so proud of you for gaining 2 lbs! You should be celebrating! That's amazing! BE proud! Keep fighting, beautiful<3 You are so strong and you can fight this ED.
Thank you so much! I really am trying soooo hard! I’m not weighing myself everyday anymore and I’m eating throughout the day rather than just once. I can tell I’ve gained but I know it’s for the best. Thank you for the support!!!